Insomnia

I've been dealing with insomnia on and off for the past few months. This week it's been back again every night. 3:18am, without fail, my eyes are open. This morning when my eyes were wide open I looked over and noticed M wasn't under the blankets, and in the light of the full moon, I could see his cock was semi-hard. I couldn't help but reach over and stroke it. He barely stirred as I wrapped my hand around him, but his cock responded instantly. As soon as he was fully erect, I took him in my mouth and swirled my tongue around his head a few times, then bobbed my head up and down, his cock filling my mouth. His hands were on my head as he barely woke up. I heard a sigh of pleasure as his cock hit the back of my throat.

Not wanting his erection to go to waste if he came quickly, I straddled him, his cock sinking into my wet cunt easily. Slowly my hips moved in circles, his cock filling my fuckhole as I twisted my nipples. 3:24am, his cock is spurting, my own body responds with an intense orgasm. Satisfied, I cuddle up to him, pull the covers over us, and sleep for a few more hours.

I'm a Bad Blogger: A New Year's Resolution

I realize that my readers are down because I was away for so long. While I was away, I also neglected to read many of the blogs I used to follow. So, my New Year's Resolution is to read more blogs and comment on them. In return, I hope to gain more readers who will also comment on my blog.

Happy New Year, and Happy Barebacking!

Merry Christmas!

On Christmas night, M and I had a couple, Neil and Missy, over for drinks. Neil and I used to fuck before they were married, and Missy is aware of this. Missy also knew that I'd been with women before, and in the years that we've known each other, we've become good friends, and she's asked me more and more questions about it, quite obviously curious. Both M and I spoke to Neil over the last few months about Missy's curiosity, and encouraged him to plant a seed in her head about exploring her curiosity further.

They arrived about 7pm, and they both looked gorgeous. I'd always thought Missy was attractive, but she was stunning Friday night. I'm not sure whether it was the cold, or her excitement, but she was positively glowing. I was dying to kiss her, and probably lingered a bit long when welcoming her into our home. I did the same to Neil, too. Several bottles of champagne were chilling in the fridge, and we didn't hesitate to open one. Time flew, bottles were emptied, and things began to get silly.

Champagne makes me very flirty, and I was flirting with everyone - Missy, Neil, and M. The more Missy drank, the more she flirted right back at me. M finally took some initiative, and kissed me, sliding his hand first under my shirt, then into my pants. When he was done with me, I locked my eyes on Missy. There was no denying she was turned on. I kissed M, unzipping his pants and taking his cock out as I did. As I slid to my knees and took his cock in my mouth, I kept my eyes on Missy. Soon enough, Neil was kissing and fondling her, moving her closer to me and M as he did.

We were practically on top of each other, writing, kissing, sucking. I reached over and grabbed Missy and kissed her. Hard. She didn't resist. I pulled her to me, and we kissed for a long while. My hands explored her body, first over her clothes, then under. Neil and M started to peel our clothes off, and she showed no resistance. Both guys began to kiss both of us all over our bodies as they took their own clothes off.

All four of us were naked on our sofa, hands and mouths everywhere. I had my head buried between Missy's thighs when a cock pressed up against my asshole. I pushed back gently, and knew as soon as it entered me that it was Neil. His cock is much thicker than M's, and it felt so good. As he thrust into me, I was pushed harder into Missy's cunt. She tasted fantastic, and I loved having my face buried in her. As the three of us enjoyed each other, M was stroking his cock inches from my face. He was unsure how any advances on Missy would be received, so he didn't want to overstep any bounds beyond kissing her without Neil's permission. M soon blasted right on my face and in my hair. Not long after, Neil exploded in my asshole. Missy came several times for me as I ate her cunt and asshole.

After we all recomposed ourselves there was a bit of expected awkwardness, but both Missy and Neil enjoyed themselves. Missy said that they'd discussed the possibility of something like this happening before they came over, and she agreed as a Christmas gift to Neil that she would just relax and let herself enjoy it all, and she said she did and would do it again. M and I can't wait for their next visit.

Snow Day!

M made it back from a business trip just before the snow that dumped on us over the weekend. Needing some quality time together, we decided to stay in and enjoy the solitude that snow can bring. We built a fire, got our bedroom nice and toasty, then opened the windows to enjoy the fresh winter air, and let anyone that could hear us as we spent all day wildly fucking each other.

We hadn't fucked like that in ages. Slow, passionate lovemaking. Primal, animalistic fucking. We were both bruised and sore by late Sunday night... and it felt so fucking good. I think my asshole is still gaping.

Wine Bar

On Saturday night M and I went out to a local bar. We didn't go out with the intention of picking anyone up, but to get ourselves nicely buzzed so that we could come home and enjoy each other. While there M needed to step out for a few moments to take a call regarding work, leaving me alone at the bar. As I sat there sipping my Merlot, I was approached by a cute guy. He came over and started chatting with me, and offered to buy me a drink. Just as my wine was served, M slipped back into his seat, where he pretended to not be with me as I continued to chat with the cutie. Our flirting quickly became quite sexual as I touched him, and at one point took his hand and sucked his fingers. It wasn't long before he asked me whether I wanted to leave.

It was at this point I revealed that I was in fact there with M, who had been listening in on our conversation the entire time. Cutie wasn't bothered by this at all. He said it was a turn on to him and he said that he had actually approached me because I was wearing a wedding ring, yet appeared to be alone when he spotted me. M assured cutie that he'd enjoy watching us, that it wasn't a problem with him at all, but that he wasn't into any "gay stuff." Not a problem.

All three of us left and walked the few blocked back to our place. We went up to the play room, where Cutie and I made out while M sat back and watched. As we kissed we peeled each other's clothes off. Once naked, Cutie made quick work of getting me on the bed and on my hands and knees. He proceeded to eat my cunt and asshole. I turned to look at M and saw that he had his cock out, stroking as he watched. Cutie got up on his knees and moved closer to me, and oh-so-couthly asked if he could fuck my ass. I told him I'd love it. I was actually loving that condoms weren't even mentioned. Just as he slammed into me, M got in front of me and shoved his cock in my mouth, spearing the back of my throat, making me gag. Precum was already oozing from him. Cutie was fucking me hard, I was grabbing my tits by the handful, digging my nails in. Cutie moaned he was close to cumming and M told him not to pull out. Cutie exploded and I went crazy. I came so hard, grabbing M's balls and twisting as I screamed. M took my face and kissed me as Cutie pulled out of my ass and went into the bathroom to clean up.

It's Never To Early

A little after 3am my cell phone rang. It was Keith. He was just getting off of work and wanted to get off. M rolled over and asked what was going on as I was getting up, and I just told him Keith was on the way over. M went right back to sleep.

Just as I was getting out of the shower, Keith rang. My robe felt good all wrapped around me - it was so cold last night! He came in and asked if I had any beer because he really needed to relax because it had been a long, rough shift at work. While I went to get it, he got comfortable on the sofa. He sat back, and drained half the bottle, and I got down on my knees and took his cock out and started sucking. His cock and balls had the sweaty scent and taste of a long day, and I sucked it down like a good little whore. He ran his fingers through my hair, pulling fistfuls of it close to the scalp. His balls got tight and I pinched the base of his cock hard to hold him back.

Suddenly he pulled his cock out of his mouth and smacked me with it. He whipped me around and pushed me forward, my face smashed on the coffee table, and he drilled his cock deep into my cunt. Over and over again, with a sense of urgency. I reached back and grabbed his balls, still high and tight. They were too tight to rub on my clit. I knew it wouldn't be long.

A few thrusts later his hot cum spurted inside me, and I came hard, screaming so loud M told me when I went back to bed that I woke him up. I sucked Keith's cock clean, and sent him home.

Another clarification...

As I've stated here before, perhaps not clearly enough, I am not here looking for offers for sexual meetings. I will not now, nor will I ever say yes to these advances. This includes offers for cyber sex, phone sex, virtual sex, imaginary sex, real sex, fake sex, cam sex, and anything else you can dream up. If you only know me from my blog, there will be no sex in any way, shape, or form, so please don't bring it up as it will only make me angry. Just stop.

Encounter with an Older Gentleman

Today I had the itch for another random encounter from Craigslist. I perused the M4W ads while I was working this morning and found a lovely gentleman from a nearby neighborhood looking for a bit of afternoon delight. He was in his mid-50's, very attractive. We met for a bit wine near his home, and shared a bottle of red. I felt very comfortable with him, and went back to his house with him. He turned into such a delightfully nasty fuck the moment the door was closed: reaching under my skirt and pulling my panties off, squeezing my tits, pinching my nipples, slapping me around. His cock wasn't long, but it was thick and uncut. I tried to suck it, but he was afraid he wouldn't be able to keep it up long enough to fuck me if I did. When he flipped me over on my hands and knees on the floor and sunk his cock into me, it felt fantastic. He wasn't a small man, and as he shoved me, my head banged on the carpet. With about 15 deep thrusts he was done. His seed was thick, and he used his fingers to scoop it up and stuff it into my asshole as I came.

Once my asshole was lubed with his cum, he worked his fingers into me, stretching me violently. He had 4 fingers in past his knuckles, but he wouldn't fist me. He promised to try if we meet again.

Sushi Night

Dan spent last night with us. He met us at our favorite local sushi spot because sushi makes me feel sexy. Who are we kidding? Everything make me feel sexy. But, there's something erotic about sushi. The chopsticks, the sucking down large mouthfuls of cool fish and rice, sake. Very sexy. Very much a turn on.

The weather was rather nasty last night, so we hopped in a cab to get back home even though it was only a few blocks. I sat in the middle between M and Dan, and before the door was closed, Dan had his tongue down my throat, and his hand under my top, squeezing my nipples. Not to feel left out, I reached over and squeezed M's cock and balls through his jeans. Just as we pulled up to our building, Dan whispered, rather loudly, "Mommy, I want to fuck you and Daddy tonight." That got me so wet.

In the elevator Dan took his cock out for me to stroke, and he was reaching into M's pants before we got upstairs. Once we were finally in our apartment, Dan tried to get aggressive and rip my clothes off, but Mommy put an end to that. I grabbed him and took him to the sofa where I sat down and pulled him over my lap. M helped me get Dan's pants down so I could spank him.

I spanked him hard. My hand was burning, and his ass was red. His cock was rock hard, precum leaking. M stood in front of us stroking himself. When I was done spanking him, M made Dan get on his hands and knees on the sofa so he could fuck him roughly. Precum dripped on to the leather as M pounded him. I stripped and sat on the arm of the sofa, pulling Dan's head into my cunt, making him eat me. M came quickly, filling Dan's ass, then shoving his cock into Dan's mouth, making him suck him clean. I moved down to Dan's cock and sucked him, making sure he was good and hard, then I climbed on top and rode him hard. Squeezing my own tits, pinching and twisting my nipples, I rode him like an animal. My cunt worked his cock as he choked on M's cum-coated cock. M slapped my hands away from my tits so he could slap them. He smacked me so hard I had bright red hand prints there for hours. Over and over again. Pulling and twisting my nipples while I went crazy on Dan's cock.

When his cock was clean, M got down next to me and Dan so he could slap Dan's balls around as he tortured my tits. It made me so fucking crazy. I love tit torture, and this was such a tease. When M squeezed Dan's balls, Dan came hard, triggering my orgasm. I screamed and arched my back, a nipple caught in M's vise-like pinch, making it stretch several inches. It burned so good.

Dan and I full of cum, the three of us went upstairs to bed, cuddling all night.

Possibilities

I recently made a new friend I'll call Tim. Tim lives in Boston and is an adorable, subby, bi college student. It's been entirely too long since he's sucked a cock, and M and I are willing to assist him in coming to visit us so he can serve me and suck M, but he's got to earn it first. I'm going to thoroughly enjoy finding cock for him to suck in order to earn his visit.

Tim has been made well aware of my blog, and I fully expect him to leave a comment here telling me how hard it made his cock to read about himself.

BG

I'm Baaaaaack!

So, yes, I've had a bit of an absence. Again, I thank you for the concerned emails I've gotten from many readers. I also signed in to Yahoo! chat for the first time in a long time and have had a few lovely chats with some of you. Just as a gentle reminder to you, Dear Reader, I make it a policy not to meet any of you in person. It's nothing against you, of course. It's just that I'd just rather not have myself out there like that. If our paths happen to cross in other ways, well, that's just what makes life interesting. But, I assure you, there will be no planned meetings with you.

One last note before we move on to better things: As I've mentioned here before, I don't have a "cam," I plan on ever getting one, and I most certainly don't want to see yours. Anyway, if you've IMd me on Yahoo! recently and I said I didn't want to see your cam, and you called me a bitch, grow up. It's just pathetic that (what I assume is) a grown man can't take no for an answer without resorting to name calling. It's no surprise you're sitting home alone on a Friday evening with your sad little dick in your hand, hoping someone will tell you how spectacular it is.

That said, things have been great. Absolutely fantastic. I took a breather from the blog because keeping up with all it entails just became overwhelming. I do try to answer every email I receive, and additionally I was receiving some offers to review products and such, and I just wasn't prepared for it. So, I restart this undertaking knowing what to expect, and I'm ready.

M and I are still together. Keith, Melissa, Cal,and Kevin are still a part of our lives. Dan is also very much a part of our life. We took him on a 2 week vacation with us over the summer to Key West. Oh, God, it was fun. We fucked so much I don't know why we wasted our time leaving Brooklyn. We barely left the room. It is nice to leave and come back to a nice clean room, though. Fresh sheets and towels to soak with cum all over again.

Today I had the itch for a new cock, so I hit Craigslist. I found a nice 19 year old college boy looking for an older woman. Average cock, good looking, a quick cab ride. Thirty-seven minutes after I answered his ad I was at his door. An hour later he'd fucked me and cum twice, I'd cum 3 times, and I was back in a cab and on my way home. My cunt is still sticky with his load.

It's great to be back!

BG

*gasp*

Yes, I've been MIA, but I'll be back with new adventures in the next few days!

Thank you for being patient and for all the concerned emails I've received.

BBG

M's Away, Day 2 - Sunday

Laptop Boy was right where I hoped he'd be yesterday morning. I didn't even bother with the formality of sitting down and chatting, but just motioned for him to come with me. I started teasing his cock through his jeans on the ride up in the elevator, and once we were inside I led him to the sofa and helped him get undressed before pushing him down on the sofa. I got on my knees between his legs and took his stiff cock in my mouth. His cock felt huge in my mouth. One of the biggest I'd sucked in a while. I actually had trouble not scraping too much him with my teeth. My hands massaged his balls as my tongue flicked over every inch of his throbbing cock. He sat back and played with my hair, moaning as I pleasured him.

His cock began to twitch as I felt his balls tighten and his legs stiffen. I knew he was about to explode, so I began to stroke his shaft and squeeze his balls as I wildly sucked his big head. Just as he bubbled over, I pulled his cock out of my mouth and felt his spooge splash over my face and eyes, and drip down my chin. He got dressed, kissed me on my forehead, thanked me, and left.

Is it bad that I don't even know his name?

M's Away Day 1 - Saturday

I started my marathon by calling Dan yesterday afternoon. He was free and came right over. Such a good little boy. We cuddled up on the sofa to watch some TV, and his hands were all over me. Eventually he got my shirt off and laid there sucking my nipples as if he were breastfeeding like a baby. He took his time suckling me, and kept looking up at me and softly moaning "Mommy."

Nipple play really turns me on, and I was soaked immediately. I sat there squirming, reveling in the ecstasy of my nipples being sucked for so long, but dying to have his cock inside me. I got his pants down and was able to stroke his cock. His nursing became frantic as his cock throbbed in my hand. I made him sit up on the sofa, and I slid my pants off and climbed on top of him. "Oooh Mommyyyyy" he moaned as my cunt engulfed him. His mouth went right back to my nipples, and within a few moments we were both exploding.

We ordered some dinner and he spent the night with me, nursing almost all night. He's already left this morning because the poor boy had to go to work. My nipples are so sore this morning and it feels so good.

Off to Starbucks!

While M's away, the Girl will play

M is off to Asia on business for 10 days. Mwahahahaha! I know he'll be playing while he's away, as he has a mistress in the city he'll be working in, and there's certainly no reason for me to start being an angel now. I plan to fuck every single day he's gone, beginning today. Keep your fingers crossed that I'm not too busy to blog every single delicious thrust.

Laptop Boy

I didn't realize it had been so long since I posted because I've been under the weather with a terrible cold. There hasn't even been much to report here, but last weekend I did manage to get some fun in.

Early Saturday morning I went out to Starbucks to get coffee while M was at the gym. Much to my surprise, at a table was my friend that I had met there back in October. I hadn't planned on staying, but I sat down at his table when he said hi to me. I had really just gotten out of bed and just planned to run up the block and back home, so I was dressed in yoga pants and an old sweatshirt with one of M's winter jackets. Laptop boy and I chatted a bit, and then he boldly asked me whether I was going to be alone at home. I grinned and said that I was. He closed his laptop and smiled at me. I was impressed and turned on by his boldness. He quickly packed up his things and got his coat on.

He must have remembered that I like it rough, because as soon as we were in my elevator one of his hands was under my shirt pinching my rock hard nipples, the other was in my pants, 3 fingers buried in my cunt. We barely made it out of the elevator and into my apartment. As soon as we were inside he had his pants down and pushed me to the cold floor and pulled my pants down. He went down on me for a couple of minutes and got me good and wet. He was really good - I held back on an orgasm as he sucked my clit. Suddenly he flipped me over and got my ass in the air and shoved his cock into my cunt. I'd forgotten how thick he was, and it felt so good. He was fucking me hard and deep. He slowed down for a moment to get his coat off and I took the opportunity to get my jacket and shirt off at the same time. He was also able to get my shoes and pants off . All the while we were undressing his cock never left my fuckhole. This boy was goooood.

Now that my tits were hanging free he leaned forward and grabbed them roughly, pulling and twisting my nipples really, really hard. His agression made me crazy, and I suddenly exploded, bucking wildly on his cock.

He suddenly slapped my tits nice and hard. "Cunt. I'm not done."

"I didn't ask you to stop." I panted as I looked back at him.

And with that he grabbed my hips and began to plow me even harder. We were both grunting as his cock head crashed into my cervix over and over again. I had to concentrate to hold off on cumming again. The wait wasn't long, though. He was suddenly spurting inside me. I could feel jets of creamy cum splash against my cervix as his cock throbbed.

He collapsed onto the floor next to me, panting as his dick went limp. I told him he was great and we should meet more often, and he said he'd been waiting for me to come back again. I definitely need to start drinking more coffee!

Midnight Call (Girl)

Last night at midnight my phone rang. It was Keith. He said that his friend that thinks I'm a prostitute was in the mood for my services again. They'd gotten a hotel room close by, and I was to arrive as quickly as possible, following the instructions I'd been given.

Forty five minutes later I was in the elevator at the hotel. My face was heavily made up per Keith's instructions, I was wearing knee-high boots with stiletto heels, and as requested, I was nude beneath my coat. I knocked on the door and slipped out of my coat as I was let in. I stood there wearing nothing but my boots as Keith's friend inspected me like a piece of meat: he roughly manhandled my breasts, pulling and twisting my nipples, and squeezing my flesh. He pinched at my (very) little belly and told Keith I was fat, and then turned me around and grabbed at my ass and jiggled it, and again told Keith that I had a lot of fat on me. He then spread my cheeks and inspected my asshole. He sniffed it and poked at it, asking Keith for his opinion. Keith volunteered that he'd fucked my ass before, and that it was "worth every extra penny" spent. I had to stifle a giggle when he said that. If only his friend knew that Keith never paid me a dime, and I did this purely for my own pleasure - and of course because I'm not a prostitute. He turned me around pushed me onto the bed, telling me to spread my legs. I did so, and he began to roughly inspect my pussy, telling Keith he liked the way I keep my hair, and that my lips were nice and bare and soft. He described it as "tight and clean" and "not like he expected a hooker whore's used cunt to look." He then sniffed at me, declaring me to smell clean and tasty. With that declaration, he went down on me.

He didn't spend long eating my pussy because he wanted a blow job. Keith told him to find his manners and pay me before I did anything else. He handed me $500 cash and asked "Anything goes?" and I nodded as Keith winked at me. I put the money in my bag and took out a handful of the condoms that I'd been instructed to bring once again. Since he was waiting for his blow job, I took one out of the wrapper and skillfully rolled it on his cock and began to suck. He moaned and pulled my hair as I pleasured him. Have I mentioned I hate condoms? Blech. But he liked it. He didn't cum from the blow job (because who could with a condom?), so he put a new condom on and got me on my knees so he could fuck me from behind. It didn't feel good to me at all, but he seemed to be having a good time, so I played the part with moaning and telling him how good he felt. Then came the question... could he fuck my ass, he asked. Never one to say no to anal, I asked Keith to give me the bottle of lube in my bag, and he was nice enough to lube my asshole for me.

He pressed his latex covered cock against my asshole, then slowly slipped it in. It didn't feel great, but it felt much better than it did in my pussy... until he built up speed. Luckily for me it didn't take him long to cum. "Goddamn Keith, you were right, she is worth every penny." Oh God I tried to hold back the laughter when he said that. The genius thought my shaking was me having an orgasm from his fabulous cockwork. If only he knew just how bad I thought it was.

He went in the bathroom to get cleaned up, and Keith and I looked at each other and rolled our eyes and laughed quietly. Then I told him I needed his cock in my ass. Before his friend came out of the bathroom, he was balls deep inside me, sans nasty condom. "Sloppy seconds, heh?" his friend said as he came out and got ready to leave. I think Keith just shrugged as he continued to plow into me and his friend walked out the door to head home. The only thing sloppy was my asshole after Keith blew his load in me.

First Time Anal

While New Year's Eve was spent fabulously with M, I spent today with an old lover of mine, Kevin. He'd spent the holidays overseas, and was spending a few days in NYC before heading back to the west coast.

Kevin's always been an old favorite of mine. Nothing terribly wild, but always satisfying. There's nothing extraordinary about him or the size of his cock that should make him so satisfying, yet he brings me to heights that few others are able to without getting crazy. I often think that if I weren't for M, Kevin and I would be together.

Kevin met me for brunch this morning, and we both drank enough Bloody Mary's to be in quite a happy place. We giggled our way through the frigid walk back to my place. M was already out for his day of non-stop college football, so we were all alone in the apartment. As soon as the door closed we were tearing at each other. It had been so long since I kissed him and felt his body, and I couldn't wait to have him inside me. He was just as eager, and had me up against the wall, sliding his cock into me before either of us was completely undressed.

I leaned back on my shoulders and upper back, and wrapped my legs around him as he thrust into me slowly. His hands cradled my bottom, his fingers grazed my anus. I'd never had anal with Kevin because when we'd first slept together he'd been an inexperienced and nervous lovers, and I never pushed the subject with him because I was always so satisfied by him, but with that slight touch I was electrified and determined this would be the day that would change. Moments later we were both cumming. Quick and immediately satisfying, yet we'd both need more.

Up to the playroom we went and we finished undressing each other as we explored each other's bodies. His tongue dove into my cunt that he had just filled, something he'd always relished. He nudged me backwards to the bed where I fell on the edge, legs spread and in the air as he knelt before me, licking every drop of his cum from my pussy and thighs, coaxing another orgasm from me as he sucked my clit. I returned the favor by sucking his cock clean. I love the taste of our cum and my cunt mingling on his soft cock.

We lay together talking and caressing each other, keeping each other warm. Our hands wandered, as did our mouths, and he sucked and bit my nipples in just the way he knew to drive me crazy. He was driving me crazy. My hands began to stroke his cock and balls. I knew how I was going to get his cock into my ass today.

I climbed on top of him, my breasts filling his hands and mouth. Aiming his cock, I slid it inside my dripping cunt and began to work in slow circles. I held my slow pace for a bit, as neither of us was in a hurry for it to end, and I wanted to build up something fiercely intense. As he drove my more and more crazy with breast and nipple play, I began to pick up the pace. He felt so good inside me, and I knew his orgasm would be explosive if I kept up as I was. My own juices were soaking our thighs, so I knew his cock would be well lubed when I was ready for my next move. His moaning and grunting became more pronounced, and I could feel his cock throbbing as he began to stiffen his legs. I whispered in his ear that I wanted him to cum in my ass, and all he could do was moan and nod. Barely missing a beat, holding the base of this cock, I rose off of him, and quickly guided him into my asshole. Rubbing my clit at the same time, I held him tight in my ass as I felt him thrust hard. His legs stiffened again as his cock throbbed again, following with an enormous gush of cum. I came immediately and hard, and then collapsed on top of him, letting him go soft inside me.

As we lay together recovering, Kevin confessed that I was his first anal, and he'd been wanting to try it with me because he knew how much I loved it. He said he regretted not doing it sooner because it was amazing. I'm looking forward to the next time I see him so I can let him take the lead and see how good he can do on his own.

Happy New Year, Readers!